one look
one touch
and we were back in those days
full of smiles & laughter
ignorance
it was me & you against the world, and against my parents
for a few hours today, i was back in that world
my heart raced, and i melted at your touch
i thought i was over you
i guess not
This year is wrapping up.
So much has happened, lots has changed, when so much has remained the same.
It’s been a good year, over all, things have mostly gotten better.
I wish for 2011 good health for my friends, family and foe.
I wish that school continues to get better, and that I can get my life sorted out.
I wish for the strength to do what needs to be done, say what needs to be said.
I hope that I can succeed in all the goals I have set, the new years resolutions I have made.
May 2011 brings these things for others, as well.
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This explains pretty much all you will ever need to know about why people fall in loooove.
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
It’s nights like these.
When what I need most
are my friends by my side
a big hug
and tea.
I want you to understand.
I want to tell you everything,
without speaking a word.
I want you to get it.
Can’t you see what you mean to me?
Do you not know, the lengths I would go to,
To see you smile.
Clearly not.
I want you to get this, all of it.
I want you to look at me,
and tell me it will be ok.
But mostly, I want you to want me.
I could really use those friends,
and that hug.
Too bad all i have is tea.
All I ever wanted, was to see you smiling.
All I ever wanted was to make you mine.
I know that I love you.
Baby, why can’t you see..
All I ever wanted,
Was you and me.
Overwhelmed, but by what.
I’m not even sure if I could tell you right now.
Something, life maybe?, is eating at me.
Time to drown myself in studying,
Everything else can wait.
